I now have. I feel fulfilled, and my heart feels whole. I feel happy, almost blissful, every single day. Why, you may ask?
I love being a wife. I have an amazing husband. To me he is sexy, intelligent, and posesses the one thing that will never grow old...the ability to make me laugh every single day. He is my true love, my best friend, and my partner in crime. I love you Jeff.
I love being a mother. I always knew that I would love it, and now that I am a mother, I don't know how I got by without this peice of my heart. Matthew is a vibrant, happy, healthy little boy. He is my angel baby...a blessing in my life that I will never take for granted. He may look like Jeff, but he is just like me in every way. He is strong, determined, and likes to get what he wants!
I have a home. Not the kind that provides shelter, but the kind that gives you a place in the world. My family is my home, and my boys are my world. As long as I have them, I am fulfilled, I am complete, I am whole. And, that is why I feel happy every single day!